yesterday, we visited 5 homes, taking them rice, sugar, oil, and toothpaste. these were all houses of kids involved with yesuanaweza. we got to go into their one room mud houses. it goes without saying, but we take so much for granted. in some of the houses, there was one bed, but in others, none. they were dark, with no windows and a piece of wood or scrap metal for a door.
mom, one of the houses we went to was cecelia's. i got to meet her mom, mbika and her grandpa. he's a funny guy.we took pictures with them after we prayed together and he said when we show the photo in the states, everyone will ask "who is that young guy". mbika's prayer request was for a job. she does laundry jobs every once in awhile, but it's not steady work...not to mention, it's hard work and time consuming and only pays about 500 TSH/job which is less than 50 cents.
on thursday, i got to visit the little girl in the burn ward at the hospital again. i'd been thinking about her for a few days, and even though i visited the maternity ward that day, i needed to go check on her. she is the youngest of 4. her mom is a christian, so that was comforting to know that she's been praying too. she seemed a little more coherant and looked at me when i prayed for her. i felt a little more peace this time around, but please keep praying against infection, cause it's a filty mess in there.
today we are going to saturday school again, then to mohammed's for lunch. his wife asma is an amazing cook, so i'm excited to see what she makes. their son ibrahim is the most adorable little guy. he's 18 months and a total flirt. he's got the best little giggle. it's contagious.
well, i'm off to start my day.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
disclaimer!
let me just say, i've been reading over my past posts, and holy crap...i should proof them before i publish them. it's so beyond my nature to post with spelling errors. i usually type as fast as i possibly can before i lose the connection and get it published. there...now you can forgive me and my obvious abuse of the english language.
so...we met the most amazing family tonight. i love them! shannon and carmen, our friends here from cali, are working with them on starting an orphanage out on the mountain....truly in the bush. it's about 4hrs. from moshi here. after talking to herbert, emily and sarah-their daughter-i'm so excited and dying to see it. they hope to bring the kids in within a month or so. i can't even tell you how completely comfortable i am with them after just meeting. they have such amazing hearts that are so apparently in line with what God wants to do. i'm almost positive that God brought them into my life as an encouragement and to open the door to get involved with them. when i come back africa, i'm nearly certain i will work with them.
tomorrow we have the nursery school and the hospital again. i'm already sort of dreading it, cause i know it will get to me. it's something i need to do though...and eventhough i know it's not right, i am fighting myself to not close off an make myself callous just to survive. my discomfort and pain is nothing compaired to what they are experiencing. please pray for strength.
we met up with mussa last night. he's a fun guy. he's 25, so right in our age group, and he's going to be taking us on safari next week. it'll be awesome.
we get to take pastor zachariah's car tomorrow. steve gets a driving lesson in the morning, and we're praying he doesn't kill us! ha! besides the fact that you are on the wrong side of the road and the car, it's a stick and you have to shift with your left hand. oh! and throw in the fact that the roads are absolutely insane and the drivers are 100 times crazier. should be an adventure to say the least!
so...we met the most amazing family tonight. i love them! shannon and carmen, our friends here from cali, are working with them on starting an orphanage out on the mountain....truly in the bush. it's about 4hrs. from moshi here. after talking to herbert, emily and sarah-their daughter-i'm so excited and dying to see it. they hope to bring the kids in within a month or so. i can't even tell you how completely comfortable i am with them after just meeting. they have such amazing hearts that are so apparently in line with what God wants to do. i'm almost positive that God brought them into my life as an encouragement and to open the door to get involved with them. when i come back africa, i'm nearly certain i will work with them.
tomorrow we have the nursery school and the hospital again. i'm already sort of dreading it, cause i know it will get to me. it's something i need to do though...and eventhough i know it's not right, i am fighting myself to not close off an make myself callous just to survive. my discomfort and pain is nothing compaired to what they are experiencing. please pray for strength.
we met up with mussa last night. he's a fun guy. he's 25, so right in our age group, and he's going to be taking us on safari next week. it'll be awesome.
we get to take pastor zachariah's car tomorrow. steve gets a driving lesson in the morning, and we're praying he doesn't kill us! ha! besides the fact that you are on the wrong side of the road and the car, it's a stick and you have to shift with your left hand. oh! and throw in the fact that the roads are absolutely insane and the drivers are 100 times crazier. should be an adventure to say the least!
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
health care?
not so much. yesterday we took porage to the hospital. i was offered a cup and in an effort to be gracious, i swallowed it as fast as i could. it's made of cornmeal, flour, water and a tiny bit of sugar, but you can't taste it. you know when you leave cornflakes in milk for about and hour? imagine that, but warm and just a bit thinker. riiiight.
anyway, their hospital consists of a few small buildings broken up into wards. lindsey , steve and i were all in seperate groups, which allowed us to see more of the hospital. i went to the childrens ward and the burn ward. it was heart wrenching. in many of the ward there are not enough beds, so people are doubled up in a bed or standing. while it's hard to see kids sick, the burn ward was what hit me hard. there were so many kids, and just a few adults. since most people cook outside in big pots on coal and fire wood, that is where most of the accidents occur. many kids get too close or run up to their mother's while they're cooking and end up with boiling porage or oil spilled on them. one little girl in particular that i prayed for has stuck with me. she couldn't have been more than 4 or 5, and had been there for 2 months. she had been left home alone, and when she got hungry, she tried to cook for herself. her dress caught fire and there was no one there to help her. she ran through the street until a man finally saw her and put the fire out. she was burned from head to toe. she layed in the bed, not making a sound, staring blankly. when i sat on the floor next to bed to pray for her, her eyes caught mine briefly. i felt so helpless. she layed under a small metal arch that held the blanket up from touching her.
at two months, we in the states, have a very good chance at recovery. here in africa, the outcome is uncertain until the day the last sore is healed because of the widespread opportunity for infection.
the culture is so different here. the kids are virtually left to raise themselves and their younger siblings. they learn very quickly to move out of the road when a car comes...just after barely starting to walk. they seem so forgotten. i was actually told that many families have 7 kids, knowing they'll probably loose a few to illness or injury. it's so common place, some seem to not even mourn the loss. on our way out to majengo where yesuanaweza center is, there is a coffin maker on the side of the road. everyday, we see them in the yard, building, sanding and staining coffins of all sizes. it's a booming business.
please pray that God will speak to the people of africa. it's time for a change, and it won't be a small one. the entire culture needs a drastic overhaul.
anyway, their hospital consists of a few small buildings broken up into wards. lindsey , steve and i were all in seperate groups, which allowed us to see more of the hospital. i went to the childrens ward and the burn ward. it was heart wrenching. in many of the ward there are not enough beds, so people are doubled up in a bed or standing. while it's hard to see kids sick, the burn ward was what hit me hard. there were so many kids, and just a few adults. since most people cook outside in big pots on coal and fire wood, that is where most of the accidents occur. many kids get too close or run up to their mother's while they're cooking and end up with boiling porage or oil spilled on them. one little girl in particular that i prayed for has stuck with me. she couldn't have been more than 4 or 5, and had been there for 2 months. she had been left home alone, and when she got hungry, she tried to cook for herself. her dress caught fire and there was no one there to help her. she ran through the street until a man finally saw her and put the fire out. she was burned from head to toe. she layed in the bed, not making a sound, staring blankly. when i sat on the floor next to bed to pray for her, her eyes caught mine briefly. i felt so helpless. she layed under a small metal arch that held the blanket up from touching her.
at two months, we in the states, have a very good chance at recovery. here in africa, the outcome is uncertain until the day the last sore is healed because of the widespread opportunity for infection.
the culture is so different here. the kids are virtually left to raise themselves and their younger siblings. they learn very quickly to move out of the road when a car comes...just after barely starting to walk. they seem so forgotten. i was actually told that many families have 7 kids, knowing they'll probably loose a few to illness or injury. it's so common place, some seem to not even mourn the loss. on our way out to majengo where yesuanaweza center is, there is a coffin maker on the side of the road. everyday, we see them in the yard, building, sanding and staining coffins of all sizes. it's a booming business.
please pray that God will speak to the people of africa. it's time for a change, and it won't be a small one. the entire culture needs a drastic overhaul.
Monday, July 7, 2008
sabbath...and i don't mean black.
we took the day off today and it has been SO nice. we slept in just a bit, went to the coffee lounge, sat out in the sun and read. then we met with pastor zachariah over lunch to tell him our plans for the week. tomorrow we are going to help in the nursery school for a few hours, then take porage to the hospital. at the hospital here, not everyone has beds, and they don't feed the patients. the family is respondsible for feeding their own sick. the people who have to family or money don't get fed at all, which obviously doesn't help them heal. wednesday, it's just the nursery school and thurs. it's nursery school and hospital again. friday, we are going to do home visits to the widows and orphans and take them rice and other food. saturday, we will help out with the saturday school at yesuanaweza (God is able), the orphanage here. sunday is church. holy smokes!
oh! so the road here is REALLY rough and you have to weave in and out of vendors etc. to not get killed by the crazy drivers. they WILL NOT stop for you. i totally rolled my ankle today when we were out and riped up the front of my leg. it's all bruised and i have a huge knot on my shin. my ankle is totally fine, but i came away with a pretty sweet war wound!
we walked to shanty town today, which ironically is the beverly hills of moshi. it was so beautiful and peaceful out there...straight out of a movie. we actually ran into a guy on the street that we met on the plane. he is from the states and he came to climb kilimanjaro. it was fun to catch up with him and hear about his treck.
i feel like i'm finally starting to settle in and get over a bit of the culture shock, so that's nice. we're hoping to get things rolling next week as far as our safari goes. i'm getting more and more excited to go everyday. we've made lots of friends here from all over the place...a handful from the states, one from england and one from canada. it's been interesting to hear all their stories and what brought them here to tanzania. many are here to volunteer or are med students studying abroad .
every third person you meet on the street is going to open and orphange or center of some kind and wants your email address to no doubt ask for funding. it is evident to everyone here that a change needs to come about and while overwhelming, it is exciting to me to know that there is absolutely no shortage of areas to help. my biggest fear is returning home and being worlds away, feeling like i can't make a real difference.
God has been so faithful. i'd been feeling pretty discouraged the last few days, but i can feel your prayers. God has replaced my synicism with hope and joy and i feel like once again, i can take on the world. i know it sounds so cliche', but please understand me when i say that i truly can feel your prayers and they are working in me here in africa. please keep them coming. satan is not tired just yet, and i know he is busy planning his next attack.
still working on resizing the photos, so keep checking back.
oh! so the road here is REALLY rough and you have to weave in and out of vendors etc. to not get killed by the crazy drivers. they WILL NOT stop for you. i totally rolled my ankle today when we were out and riped up the front of my leg. it's all bruised and i have a huge knot on my shin. my ankle is totally fine, but i came away with a pretty sweet war wound!
we walked to shanty town today, which ironically is the beverly hills of moshi. it was so beautiful and peaceful out there...straight out of a movie. we actually ran into a guy on the street that we met on the plane. he is from the states and he came to climb kilimanjaro. it was fun to catch up with him and hear about his treck.
i feel like i'm finally starting to settle in and get over a bit of the culture shock, so that's nice. we're hoping to get things rolling next week as far as our safari goes. i'm getting more and more excited to go everyday. we've made lots of friends here from all over the place...a handful from the states, one from england and one from canada. it's been interesting to hear all their stories and what brought them here to tanzania. many are here to volunteer or are med students studying abroad .
every third person you meet on the street is going to open and orphange or center of some kind and wants your email address to no doubt ask for funding. it is evident to everyone here that a change needs to come about and while overwhelming, it is exciting to me to know that there is absolutely no shortage of areas to help. my biggest fear is returning home and being worlds away, feeling like i can't make a real difference.
God has been so faithful. i'd been feeling pretty discouraged the last few days, but i can feel your prayers. God has replaced my synicism with hope and joy and i feel like once again, i can take on the world. i know it sounds so cliche', but please understand me when i say that i truly can feel your prayers and they are working in me here in africa. please keep them coming. satan is not tired just yet, and i know he is busy planning his next attack.
still working on resizing the photos, so keep checking back.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
funny story...
and by funny i mean i want to slit my wrist or kick a dog or something.
i finally got a few pics up, and what do you know...the actual part of the pic i wanted you to see is cut out cause it's too big and i don't have the time or patience to look for a program on this old computer to resize it. sooo...for now uh...sorry.
maybe tomorrow.
i finally got a few pics up, and what do you know...the actual part of the pic i wanted you to see is cut out cause it's too big and i don't have the time or patience to look for a program on this old computer to resize it. sooo...for now uh...sorry.
maybe tomorrow.
photos... finally!
cecelia and her brother. i finally got her to smile when i took a few pictures and showed them to her.
i'm sitting here waiting for my other pics to upload on photobucket, and let me just say it takes like ten thousand years to upload anything. photos may come slowly, but i promise i will get as many up as i can as often as i can.
so get this...steve got suckered into going to a crusade tonight, and lindsey and i "needed to rest" ha. you'll never guess who is here in moshi at this crusade....drum roll please...
the power team. yes that's right, the power team. those of you who grew up in church may remember the team of guys who would rip phone books and crush cinderblocks in the name of jesus... ::long pause:: riiiight. anyway, they are here and steve is basking in their glory.
this is the pit from my amazing avacado. note gnoman next to it to use as a scale to measure it's massive stature.
the end.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
church
today we have our first african church service. from what i've heard, it get pretty wild...dancing, singing, the whole deal...oh and it's VERY long. we as the guest have to sit in the front of the church facing everyone. ha! sounds like no sleeping for me. : )
i think we are planning on taking the day off tomorrow, so i'll have more time to write in detail and HOPEFULLY throw some pics up. i can't wait for you all to see what i've been seeing. the kids, every one of them are so cute. it's not fair.
i think we are planning on taking the day off tomorrow, so i'll have more time to write in detail and HOPEFULLY throw some pics up. i can't wait for you all to see what i've been seeing. the kids, every one of them are so cute. it's not fair.
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